for loneliness like dis...for confusion like dis...for suffocation like dis..i hope one day i find wat i need... coz i don't know why am i unhappy....why don't thoughts leave me..why cant i be wat i am....why is it so difficult to be myself...i have left behind .far behind ..who i am....no i dont know what it is...wish all dis wasnt happening....i hadn't dream them to turn up like dis....i am distorted in parts.....they r taking away my parts....it feels numb....i am not dumb,no matter wat they say...no matter wat they think of me....why do they bother me so much...wat is natural....how far can i run....how far can i look in d horizon...i want love ....papa loves me a lot...no one can ever love me so much....but y don't i feel it....y am i so numb ...
tell me ...dont stay quiet like i do...in front of people.....they give me a headache...not dere fault i know....but cant help it....if i feel sad how can i deny...n pretend to be happy n mingle in d crowd,
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