dis was the only way

I KNOW THERE COULD BE A BETTER WAY
MAY BE MORALLY MORE CORRECT
TO SPILL MY HEART OUT
IF I HAD SAT QUIETLY AND THOUGHT FOR A WHILE

BUT I AM TIRED NOW
LIL STRESSED OUT
DIS WAY DOESN'T SEEM SO BAD AFTER ALL

LET ME AT LEAST TRY..
LET ME SEE WHERE DO I REACH
THERE'S NO EMERGENCY OR RACE TO PERFECTION,I GUESS

I DON'T KNOW AT DIS VERY MOMENT
WAT RESULT I MIGHT GET
AND I LOOK OUT FOR THE POSITIVE ONE
LIL UNSURE
HOLLOW TO FEEL ANYTHING

NO I WONT STOP

I WONT FALL BACK because of the failures or confusions dis time...coz i'll just follow my intuition and beliefs...wat is important for e....no i wont get back by the fears or opposition or criticism....'ll breakthrough...i'll hear and follow my calling.....i wont adhere to the people who call me crazy...they do n i dont care...coz i know how fast people's opinion changes and how how relative it is....no i dont ...i wont....i wont let myself die...not di time....ma give me patience....ma give me the tolerance...no one understand...and i am such a fool....not exactly...but i try to talk to s...someway or the other it doesnt happen for real....i know i hav to work on myself to regain the lost faith....even better than before,,it has to transcend all the boundaries...people say i am not practical...but i see only di way to be practical....