everythin is just ok!

everythin is just ok,its just dat when i look behind i find an empty road...
the crowd rushing somewhere else...celebrating dere own way

everythin is workin fine,it just dat when i want someone to share my feelings with
to hold and support each other's dreams n feelings,
i dont find anyone..

too exagerated , too long
i fight for my freedom

i look for night
i shake myself..
sufferin is unavoidable indeed,one way or d other
so y not go through it...bear it all
askin GOD dat at d end HE gives me wat i need
even i dont know wat it really is

now i do see many people followin their instincts..
is serving d higher guide any different..

whatever dere r all kinds of people...
ma i feel n i am afraid..
dat dis will leave me alone not exactly not totally in bad sense butit would hurt me somewhere...
so should i always stay connected to d inner self n do nothin against it.
i should be sahaj instead...rite?


i dont know y but anil's kissa still hurtin me..
i think i needed him active in my life
n no as just listenin to him on radio or see on orkut
so i decided i wont scrap him or look for his profile...
until d time comes
if it ever